Mash-a-Mushy Mushroom

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Yeap, I changed Mushie/Mabel's blogskin :D
Anyway mush, you can change all the stuff again later :P
I specially chose this skin cause I call Mabel Mushie.
Which, very obviously, originated from Mushrooms!

Done by, Eunice/miyo.
13/03/2009 10.48pm

Saturday, September 8, 2007

On 12.40 am, 9th september 2007, the beloved hermit, funky left. She was a good one. My fav. I noticed that she was very weak, so i isolated her, bath her, hoping that she would be active and move. I layed her on my palm. she just stood there. And everytime when i wave my hand she would hide in her cute shell. But then i waved, and she jsut stood there like she's blind! I was so hopeless. I isolated her, and gave her food.
And everytime i checked on her, she would move her legs abit. So i went out to eat supper, hoping that she'll be fine and happy tmr. Then i came home, checked on her just to see her moving a few legs again.
Then after 15 mins, she wasn't moving at all! I toook her out of the cage, tried to shake her and she..she..didn't move...i was so nervous, quicky put her in water, she didn't move. then i noticed... she's dead.. i grabbed one of her leg and pulled her out of the shell, bath her again, get rid of the dirt.
She was just there! laying there, dead. No matter what i did, she din move..I starting crying and crying..then i wrapped her with newspaper and then throw her into the bin. The next day, i took her out from the bin and buried her in the yard... SOBS. IF I DID SOMETHING, MAYBE SHE WOULD HAVE LIVED, AND STILL MOVING AROUND HAPPILY...IF I JUST.. DID SOMTHING..THAT COULD HELP HER! she must have suffered alot but couldn't say it out before she died.. T.T I miss her.
I remember, how i would put her on my palm after her bath, and she would move around happily. She was so tame, never pinched me. But she was the most in-active one. Once, she fell, but then she was still happy..
I wish that..somehow, some one would tell me the reason she left....i really regret not doing anything to help her...i should've known, she was so weak, i should've did somethingggggggggggggg. she didn't even have the strength to hide herself...
I hate myself. I didn't take good care of her. She must hate me like hell.
SORRY. Funky. Miss u.

i am a mushroom :) at 11:37 PM.